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Date : Tuesday, January 20, 2015
Time : 12:18 AM
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I'm scared. Am I losing you?

I think I'm going to cry.

Is this my payback? Am I not good enough anymore? What should I do?

I have all these terrible thoughts and I know I shouldn't and maybe I'm overthinking but they won't leave me alone, and it scares me, I don't know what I'd do without you. You're my lifeline. I don't want to go back there again. Don't go. Please. I'm sorry for everything. Forgive me.