sometimes I feel lonely. I'm not alone, just lonely. I have really nice friends (for the most part) and I know really nice people (for the most part) and I know I'm really blessed but sometimes when I'm on the couch on a rainy day I wonder what I'm doing here. I miss my old friends, I miss my girlfriend. I definitely don't regret coming here but sometimes I look at the topics we're going to cover and I wonder if I'm going to make it. I guess I'll just have to wait and see. It's funny how just a year I was deathly afraid of being alone but now I spend majority of my time by myself. It isn't a bad thing, but sometimes it gets lonely.