Really have to get a grip on myself. O's is in 96 days, prelim's in 26 days. I haven't even started on most subjects.
So pointless. Without even trying i know I'm going to screw up my mock paper again. It goes without saying.
What am I supposed to do?
"you all did well. we love you"
Saw this message from SAm and literally burst into tears.
Trying to keep my tears back in that damned parade square. Walking out in the rain with tears streaming down my face. Choking sobs when I got that message.
I miss those days so, so much. I miss 24. I miss my team.
I'll be back to help. Even if I can't join y'all as a proper senior, I'll be back in my own right. You have my promise.