I feel like such a failure.
I've failed as a daughter, as a junior, as a student, as a person, and now as a ma'am.
We got scolded like crap yesterday. It was really a wake up call. But the question is, how are we going to change?
I've worked so fucking hard for this position, and when I finally get it, I don't even put in a single cent's worth of effort in it. I just do things for the sake of doing them.
I want to be respected. I have to earn that respect. Years down the road, I want to be remembered, not forgotten.
Can I?
Oh, by the way, happy new year's eve. 2011's going to be over. I can only hope that 2012 will be better.