Dear juniors, hopefully one day you'll see this. Right now, I'm juggling FAC, DM, and the duty lists. Now I have to freaking dance for y'all. I don't know, I can handle it, definitely, but it's tiring you know? And I'm scared again. FAC; o's next year, DM. And of losing her. But you guys don't know, right? You guys don't know half of what's going on, and it'll stay that way. I want this to end quickly. I want to sleep. I'm so tired. Why am I crying? I don't even know. But I know I promised her I wouldn't cry any more, so I'll wipe my tears. I don't keep all my promises, but some I will.
Oh well. The neighbours will think in crazy, dancing in the middle of the night. But who gives a fuck?
Goodnight.