It is times like this that I feel so, so alone and so, so insignificant. I'm not strong. I'll never be strong. I'll never be able to stand up for my rights and for the things I love. I'm so weak that it disgusts me.
I can't. But I have to try. I can't let this mistake ruin our chances. I can't give in, because I've had enough. I don't want to regret anything. I won't let this ruin everything.
I'm sorry, but this time I won't let you have your way.