one thousand little pieces .

Date : Sunday, October 16, 2011
Time : 5:11 PM
Title :

It is times like this that I feel so, so alone and so, so insignificant. I'm not strong. I'll never be strong. I'll never be able to stand up for my rights and for the things I love. I'm so weak that it disgusts me.
I can't. But I have to try. I can't let this mistake ruin our chances. I can't give in, because I've had enough. I don't want to regret anything. I won't let this ruin everything.
I'm sorry, but this time I won't let you have your way.

Date : Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Time : 10:03 PM
Title :

oh god I pray she won't change the names.
god *please*-

Date : Tuesday, October 11, 2011
Time : 10:13 PM
Title :

fuck lah.
so fucking irritating I can't even
can i just die or sth
or pon exams aha

Date :
Time : 9:06 PM
Title :

I shouldn't be a selfish bitch but sorry I am.

Date : Friday, October 7, 2011
Time : 11:56 PM
Title :

I think I'm so screwed for EOYs (sigh)

Date :
Time : 9:55 AM
Title :

i feel like such a failure.

Date : Monday, October 3, 2011
Time : 8:19 PM
Title :

fuck you like you get it at all hahahahaha you think you're so smart but it'd be a billion years before you could ever start to understand me.

Date : Sunday, October 2, 2011
Time : 6:42 PM
Title :

anyone wants to adopt me? I officially hate this family.
fuck man can they stop fucking irritating me it's a wonder how they don't get irritated at themselves
you said I'm not listed under the occupants of this house, thus I don't have a right to ask you to gtfo of my room. well news flash, this is my fucking room, the only fucking place that belongs to me and you want to take it away? you want to take everything away from me, don't you? well fuck guess what, I don't want to stay in this house either. since you said my name isn't there, I don't have an obligation to stay right?
I wish I could just run away to japan and stay there for fucking ever